Just found out

Hey Baby,

    I just found out last night that you were sitting in my wife's womb. I think my first reaction was really? No way! So me and your mother sat around and went back and forth about getting another pregnancy test to be sure. She almost left without me, running to the door while I was about to go to sleep. Don't jump to conclusions, I was in school and exhausted but I heard the rattle of her keys and sprang up to catch her at the door. We drove out to the Giant Eagle and grabbed a 2 pack just to be sure. As soon as we got home it was test time and sure enough to red lines were so vivid it was beyond shocking. Surreal is an understatement. I was beyond feeling, I felt great, I felt in awe, I felt like I wasn't standing on the planet earth, I felt like the whole of creation was singing, I felt like crying and singing and laughing. If I could have I would have ran around with a bullhorn shouting it down the street. All because you were made known to me and your mom. You did that, you know? And right now your so small I can barely fathom it but in a short time you'll be out making the world a better place. You'll be proving the mysteries of God, you'll be teaching me more about how He feels about us because of how I feel about you. You are already teaching me how my dad feels about me even though he would articulate it I didn't fathom it. You make me miss my dad, you make me love my dad more. I'm sitting here crying about all the possibilities that are yours and you don't even know it. I am so glad I write music more than write blog's, because this is so big I cant find the right combinations of words to tell what is going on now. You make me want to be a better man, to learn so much so I can teach you more.
I want to show you the joy of music and the woods and talking.
I want you to sit on my lap and fall asleep.
I want you to be all that you were created to be.
I want you to know you were picked by God to be here now for this time and for a purpose.
I want you to know that even now He is putting you together in an awesome way.
I want you to know that He is calling your name even now. That He know's your name even before I do. That He is always there, that He picked this time for you 13 billions years ago and wants you to grow up to know Him. You will never be more loved, and there is nothing that can change that.  I can't wait for you to read this, I can't wait to stop crying for a minute. I am surprised I was able to type. I really need a paper towel.

Some advise I can think of now is, when your wife thinks that she is pregnant she is probably right, if your a girl, you'll know your pregnant regardless of a test. But get one for your husband, just so he can be sure, we need tests for things. Its rounding 10:30 and I am going to get your mother some food. I guess its for both of you. I hope you like Luigi's. Either way your going to get it. I love you. See you soon,

Your Dad.